frustated week

i called it a frustated week or perhaps a frustated month. it has been a month -more- since i follow the training at Bandung, East java. After that, i felt that all of my days are frustating. This one month and a half, there's so many things to do. renamed, input data, and others. I almost don't have time for my self. Then, the situation is gone complicated. Everything is become mess and even worst. She, my boss, fault me more and more. Angry along time. And now, guess she hated me.Because of this mess. It's all because of I didn' work as soon as she wanted. Some of asked me to apologizing. I would if she really want to forgive me. But as along as I knew, she doesn't really want to forgive. She'll always told about those person's mistakes. I know, fault someone would gonna make you better. But too much remembering would not good too.